service will resume in roughly 45 minutes once the fish is done

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skibidi my gyatt ohio popsicle, i hope i die by i falling icicle

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Mmmm chicken and tears

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Delicious

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Hey.

564 - 

I want to die.

564 - 

Understandable.

157 - 

Why am i like this

564 - 

I've been like this since january

564 - 

or december

564 - 

We all want to die on some level. Much in the same way we want to live. Despite wanting to die. Here I am. Alive.

157 - 

i forgot them

564 - 

I actually forgot them

564 - 

Has anyone woken billy armstrong up yet?

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I wish my brain would shut up

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Life is just a game and we are all pawns in some higher beings story. We are the backround characters keeping the system moving. Over all life is just a illusion just as time. Im just waiting to die

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

564 - 

i hate intrusive thougts

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SIGMA

564 - 

i hate my body

39070 - 

i wish i wasnt so fucking uglh and fat and disgustinf

39070 - 

I never asked to be here. I never asked to be alive. I just want my brain to leave me alone. My thoughts are too intrusive make me over think my life.

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real yellow

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So real

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I don't disagree with you yellow, but why do all those things exist?

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I tell myself i wanna die yet im so scared to try. I dont want to dissapoint everyone i care about but i manage to anyway. I pretend like im okay cause im scared what i would be like if i was happy

41431 - 

im so miserable its driving me knsnsn

24742 - 

inssne

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butnmy parents wont helo me

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I have so many "friends" dont trust them anyway. The more friends i have the personalities i have to keep up. No one wants to listen to me and my thoughts. They tell me i can talk to them but idc

41431 - 

im so tired

24742 - 

The hardest question ive ever been asked was. "What do you like about yourself" took a look and mirror and had to turn around. Couldve sworn i saw a demon but it was just my reflection

41431 - 

it makes me feel sick

24742 - 

im so desperate for some relief from my misery but there is none

24742 - 

I cry myself to sleep at night to keep it all in. Silent screams go unheard but aint that the purpose?

41431 - 

yellow that was so real. -el

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Music is my outlet yet im to afraid to share. Im afraid of people judging me. Yet in the end they only pity me and make me feel unheard

41431 - 

i kinda wish someone was there to hear those screams-- but they wouldn't get it. theyd think im weird or stupid for doing what i did or pretend like they understand.

39343 - 

I want out of this system never asked to be alive... Im happy sometimes but i cant remember what it feels like its like an empty pit keeps me suffering

41431 - 

ive been clean for a while but my ma is making it so damn hard. -el

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