if she calls, you will always blame her and say she didn't want you

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it would explain the blank face

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her heart might be past broken that her kids are in this situation

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lowest of depressions

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knows know other way to help you

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does that make sense to you?

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I feel so ugly always

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ah

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ISTG no one listens to me

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wuh

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shooting myself in front of my school hmmm

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i dont wanna be seen as a jeremy wade delle wannabe though

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Eugene why

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why the school?

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i want them to see what theyve done to me

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what if you did that and all they did was laugh

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all t

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thatd kinda suck

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hi

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think of another way to get their attention, like being successful

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i blow my brains out and they laugh

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be a good person

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i cant be a good person when everyone around me is shitty

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people suck, green

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because it's school

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its hard being a good person there man

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be a good person elsewhere. School people don't deserve goodness

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what if my good isnt appreciated elsewhere

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there's plenty of places it would be appreciated

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volunteer

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animal shelters and rescues

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nursing homes need people to read or visit with elderly that get no visitors

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i hope itll all be ok in the end

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you have to hang in there to find out

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get out of school and then hang with people that you like

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not the brats at school you are forced to be with

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trying to make friends outside of school is pretty hard though

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get through high school, then look

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you'll find people through work

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if you volunteer sooner than that, you will meet people, too

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