she said it was my fault

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you needa pull a home alone and get a new family dawg

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she gave me her phone and said go call the police

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go call the police go ahead

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yikes

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but i couldnt

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because family is everything

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it was before i turned 11

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she said i deserved it

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she said i deserved it all

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when i told her about my sister hitting me repeatedly and making me cry even in public

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her face was the same blank

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she didnt do anything

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she said it was my fault then too

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she said that my sister has suffered worse so its justified

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please

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tell me im not insane

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i know i am

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youre not insane

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you're not insane

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your family is broken, youre not insane

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so much bad things have happened to me

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it is

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my family is broken and broke

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we live in a basement

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its full of roaches

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roaches climbed into my backpack and went into school with me last week

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they climbed up my nostril

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they climbed up my leg

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they fell onto my head

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theres roaches

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we are poor

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theres so much roaches

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i know my mental health is getting worse

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i keep trying to botttle it all up and hope they go away

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like the roaches

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feeling like she wanted you to call the police

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so she could get you out of there but not be the bad guy

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knows no other way to do it

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get you in to foster care or something

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