but i hate being alone

40428 - 

I get it, yellow. I am too. And it's more than okay to be. I can't be there for you, but there are so many people who are more than willing and able

40466 - 

Hey

40469 - 

green you only hate being alone cause yoi think people are so great

40467 - 

Thanks

40460 - 

they're not

40467 - 

i miss my ex not so much him but his company... im so pathetic

36209 - 

if other people suck so bad then i guess i do too?

40428 - 

I'd struggle even killing child molestors. They're twisted people who did an evil thing, but that's still a life I'd be snuffing out in real-time. That's a massive jump from 0 to 1.

40190 - 

But I don't condone their actions at all

40190 - 

like if you're logic is that all people suck i'm included in that

40428 - 

They should be under the jail

40190 - 

Maybe sometimes people are great. Maybe they fill you with joy and help you through struggles. Maybe sometimes it's okay to not want to be alone.

40460 - 

people who suffer tend to not suck

40467 - 

green

40467 - 

that is how I filter people

40467 - 

Realistically, I'd be best killing someone who is just insufferable

40190 - 

everyone suffers

40428 - 

except for the super rich maybe

40428 - 

yeah, how much is the question.

40467 - 

Suffering is inherent to life

40190 - 

Nobody escapes it, no matter how big or small it is

40190 - 

well then i hate life

40428 - 

i like talking to peolel who suffer so much they want to fucking die and tried it several times

40467 - 

Yellow, you hit the nail on the head

40466 - 

Thank you

40460 - 

cause of shit like their parents raping them or some traumatic shit

40467 - 

those are people I relate with

40467 - 

the thought of waking up tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after that just makes me tired

40428 - 

someone who is on the edge of life

40467 - 

I feel so dirty. I dont know what's wrong with me most ppl want to stay away from things like thst but im obsessed its so nasty. Im so nasty -moth

40470 - 

bro drug dealers get a longer sentence then rapists people ask for drugs not to be raped its fucked

36209 - 

I just wish I could be that person for other people. I wish I wasn't so emotionally unavailable because of some bullshit that wasn't in my control

40460 - 

i can't keep going. i actually can

40428 - 

*cant

40428 - 

red wdym dirty?

40467 - 

My maladaptive daydreaming is becoming less of a fix for my negative emotions. Good because I can transition onto a healthier coping mech. Bad because I've not done so yet.

40190 - 

Did i really misunderstand what she was doing? Was it really meant to be just a compliment? All those years of fear? -mot

40470 - 

family calls me dramatic, but they never had their shower sting

36209 - 

Yes you can, you can keep going. please. things suck, I get it. But there's always tomorrow. I know I'm no help but find something that gives you the energy to keep going. please...

40460 -