I don't think I want to transition onto a healthier coping mechanism. I like hurting people who intentionally wrong me. I feel it invigorates my soul.

40190 - 

life is kill or be killed

40467 - 

Yeah, i get that, yellow. Honestly, im the opposite end of the spectrum. Hell, I'm doing it right now. I can't focus on my own problems, so i help others with their's. People like the help, i just...

40466 - 

you either die like a bitch not getting back to those who wronged you

40467 - 

Can't ask for it, myself

40466 - 

if life is just going to stay like this, then i can't do this

40428 - 

or you get back at them

40467 - 

i am asking for a change

40428 - 

bro stfu

40172 - 

revenge is not the answer

40172 - 

being bitter is never useful

40172 - 

I'm just tired man

40190 - 

let go of grudges and continue to live

40172 - 

live to spite them.

40172 - 

boom.

40172 - 

I want nothing to do with this life

40190 - 

me too purple

40428 - 

Be that change. I know its easier said then done but you have to be that change that you want to see

40460 - 

i feel myself slowly falling into the same place as i did las year (it was BADDD)

36209 - 

And what hurts the most is that nobody wanted to believe me at first expect my mom and they wonder why im closer to my mom than them -moth

40470 - 

i knew you'd say that yellow, but i'm too powerless to be the change

40428 - 

It's bad because words can't describe the hate I feel

40190 - 

I want to gnaw and claw people's skin off

40190 - 

Granted, these feelings are a product of myself, the world and the ideas put before me

40190 - 

You're not. You are a whole ass human being that is capable of taking the steps to get better even if they're small. It doesn't have to be a grand change over night, just little things will add ip

40460 - 

But I don't believe it's wrong to feel that way

40190 - 

I believe it'd be wrong to act on it, in some sense

40190 - 

I want to try to disappear tomorrow, like actually try, to see if anyone will look for me?

40428 - 

isn't that pathetic LOL

40428 - 

But our morality is partly defined by the circumstances we're placed in. In an apocalyptic world, I might become a killer, althought I doubt it/

40190 - 

you have to give yourself time to heal and grow as a person. I know I'm probably not helping that much but just keep holding on. you can do it.

40460 - 

LOL

40471 - 

i cant do this anymore bro

36209 - 

I want to be in a relationship but i am too ugly to people and i hug my pillow hoping its someone there but its not and i need someone to hug me and care for me but no one wants to

40472 - 

But in this civil-ish world, I'm afraid of even inflicting violence upon another person

40190 - 

i gave myself time, thought i was doing better

40428 - 

now i'm here again

40428 - 

i want to stab and stab and scream

40471 - 

there's no escape

40428 - 

np hope

40428 -