Hi red

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idk maybe

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hiiiih

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And why does it bother you?

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i dont know

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Genuine question i dont mean to judge

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is now a bad time 2 have a mini crisis

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maybe it’s cause i’m desperate- ig?

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Ok i understand blue

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like for a close friend that will actually last and not turn to shit

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Im gonna fucking run away from home punch someone get in a fucking fight and then kill myself somewhere no one will fucking find me so that i can leave this shitty planet and burn in hell

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But yeah you really do need more friends cause depending on only one person is not good for u either

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we feel so waaack

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dont like this

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i feel like nobody really likes me

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i dont know who i am anymore and i feel like ive just deluded myself into a really problematic lie

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There's always someone who does

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i think i have maladapative daydreaming

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what if im just a hypochondriac

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whatever tf the word is 💀

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maladap

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mala

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i cant fucking spell

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Oh ive dealt with that

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💀.

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Hypochondriac red?

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i really dont like feeling like this

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yes

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Does it make you feel bad to daydream blue?

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i will literally spend hours making up scenarios

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but at the same time ifi do have what i think i have feeling fear is kind of normal so idont knwo anymore

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i think it’s turning into a coping mechanism

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it doesnt help tht i have serious anxiety disorders

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it’s becoming addictive

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Hypochondriasis is based on anxiety ik it may sound insensitive but you may need to not listen to it and let go

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it feels wrongot ignore

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i have a whole fake friend group in my head

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i really need t otalk to a professional

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Well considering your situation it makes sense u would develop soenthing like that blue

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like as soon as possible

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