please hang on, you’re gonna be okay cyan

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Forget it

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Its just another shit night

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imagine life as a sea

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But uts not just thoughts yk, its almost like when ur tired u sleep, when ur being chased u run and when i have these thoughts i do the same

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You can talk to me then cyan

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and you’re riding the waves

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I hope god kills me soon

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and this is just a sharp wave in a thunderstorm

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but if you hang on you will make it

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Its subconscious

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Clear skies ahead cyan

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onto calmer waves in a sunny day

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Childhood abuse and isolation, im only 17 and everything got taken away from me

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I was not a kid nor a teen

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i understand you

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something similar happened to me

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i’m 13

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And i have 8 months to do 2 years of college but im mentally in ruin and suicidal

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you can make it through

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im so sick of it

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imma blowww

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All my trauma is mine and mine alone. I hate it but its true

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wyatt?

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I did all this to myself

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sometimes things aren’t as bad as they seem

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Its my fault

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wyatt are u green?

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When can i stop acting like a selfish brat nobody cares that its too loud for u or that somethings not even

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i don’t think it is blue

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Kill me

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nobody would want to traumatize themselves so much

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sometimes it just happens

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green

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Literally inconveniencing everyone around me

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cyan, please stay

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wyatt?

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I did want to though

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Oh

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For attention

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