You ask about ketamine treatment.

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They don't just hand it to you

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ill eat like 1000 calories a day

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instead of 500

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normal

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and im only working out once a week it isnt anorexia

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and i understand it stems form a lacj of acknowledgement of my own issues when i was younger, but at the same time

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They can do IV or they have nasal. IV appears to work better

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my doctor probably wont notice anyway

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read up on it really well

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i have to have a really big dinner now

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Alright

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Does anyone know if my meds can kill me

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green, okay, I'll trust you, just make sure you won't have any complications

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its pathetic to need acknowledgement from others for me own issues, theres no pount in it, in not eceb seeking attention of others, just of myself

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ive only eaten 500 calories today and its 3pm

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really!! Read up on it. Take the time!

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ill be ok

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ill eat a lot later yknow

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Since my own justification is rhe closest i’ll ever get to the feeling pf it from someone else and i like to pity myself, though i shouldnt, because it isnt healthy and onlt makes things worse

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when i was 9 to 11 i was playing family with my 6 to 7 year old female cousin (im a girl) we started kissing and touching, it became a reocurring game, when i realized it was wrong i cried to my mothe

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Fuck i regret everything fuck duck

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why did i say that im so stupid

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I have no one

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but at the damr tine theres a different reason ive grown to want the voices back. I want the thrill and adrenaline of the overwhelming fear it gives me

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purple, i dont think its pathetic to think that way

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am i disgusting?

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im pretty sure if i stick to 1000 calories a day id lose like half a kilo a week if i stick to the workout

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It is, red. Such a degree of a self pity to the point I want to suffer to feel ibternal justification is.

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if my metabolism works with me

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Am i a bad person

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Though I appreciate yoyr readsurance regardless.

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Fuck i wanna make everything right again

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i know red, i do too

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i wanna go back to that hiking trip and we all felt like family

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I dont understand why i want the thrill, part of it also connects to wanting to prove to myself i can handle genuine horror

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a big happy family

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i hate that it makes me so happy

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i’ll always feel inadequate no matter how much I accomplish

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white, you're not disgusting, you didn't know what it meant

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