I haven’t been diagnosed but also people me a narcissist and self entitled

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Anyways i cant tell if in hallucinating rn

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you may have very well had injustices and a right to be angry and push back

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because i cant distinguish between what i hear and what im thinking

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Whatever I say here people take it as my real self lmao

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people throw that word around, and you shouldn't take it to heart

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which probabky isnt good

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And then say they I'm a troll, like bruh, I'm a troll I say stuff I don't mean

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self entitlement is not a good thing, depending on what it is

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purple, yeah that doesn't sound good -rie

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why does that happen purple? -rie

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but if you work hard for things, you should have them

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I hallucinate a lot but its hard to tekk when i am

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people shouldn't take things away

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*tell

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entitlement is expecting everything to be given to you

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Idk rie

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that is not right

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probably because ky entire family is crazy

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The only thing I want is to end this pain. I can only feel negative emotions at best neutral. I want euthanasia so badly

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so genetics ig

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I think i handle it pretty well tho, im lucky mine isnt sevee enough to seriously impact my life

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you want that, but it's not reality. Not possible

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wdym by crazy? -rie

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i think im getting back into the same mindset i was in about this time last year

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Pretty much just crazy, theyre all different flavors of it

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you have to work at things, just like others, struggle, just like others

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Yes I fucking know and that is why I am force to suffer for the rest of my life.

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i used to not even count my calories i just wouldnt eat

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not many have it easy from the beginning

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and i lost so much weight

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blue, idk, but in my impression, you don't seem like someone with npd -rie

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im finally going to do it again

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you aren't forced to suffer. You have the ability to change your mindset

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im counting my calories now

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and i dont know why because i usually get really scared of them

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but then when they go away i dtart to miss them again

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there's even self help books and websites to help you

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I heard that before cyan I have tried so many fucking therapies and medicine and still can’t change mindset

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but you have to put in the work

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