Fr fr

98894 - 

people be kinda nicer sometimes condescending :p xd

98889 - 

dont mind looking young xd

98889 - 

hello?

98897 - 

polls.io/kuqal/vote

98896 - 

i feel alone. like no one understands me at all, the second i lash out, i start crying at the same time so it appears as though im attention seeking.

98899 - 

i really feel like im ruining everything

98898 - 

so much so i feel like i should admit everything to my psychiatrist and go back to inpatient

98898 - 

ive been so focused on all the wrong things that the sore spot on my head is back

98898 - 

and im losing so much hair

98898 - 

mental health isn't taken seriously in my household and i fear the worst of solutions being my only way to feel free..

98899 - 

im worried about all of the aches and pains and how weak i feel everyday when i barely eat one proper meal a day

98898 - 

i cant remember anything

98898 - 

i felt so fucking stupid when i was last in hospital though

98898 - 

Hey

88295 - 

Any acts against the flourishing of human kind diminish our values in the eyes of the hosts and the divine

98900 - 

the only one with ocd while everyone else was schizophrenic or bipolar

98898 - 

idk if it's actually worth waiting yrs to see if "things get better" like ppl always say it will

98899 - 

it just builds up its horrible

98898 - 

i cant stop scraping and squeezing

98898 - 

digging into any bump until it bleeds then getting freaked out at any bruise or mark

98898 - 

thinking its fucking cancer

98898 - 

i dont even know how many times im doing it a day

98898 - 

whenever i think i have to i go to the bathroom and get naked just to do a whole body check

98898 - 

the pain just builds up, i feel like it is just better to pick silence but i just release it all when i breakdown

98899 - 

Collective sabotage of human kind is against our purpose as a collective

98900 - 

take photos of moles and bruises and purple red dots on my skin

98898 - 

any freckle i think that wasnt there before but ive probably had for years

98898 - 

If we lose favor in the eyes of the divine we lose our worth

98900 - 

now im having a meltdown because i was reading on the floor and my legs started to hurt

98898 - 

im constantly cold because i havent been eating but its surely because of cancer right haha

98898 - 

i lose my appetite for eating when im upset and no one cares enough to ask me what's wrong.

98899 - 

in their eyes, im always wrong.

98899 - 

the sarcasm that falls from their words makes me feel worse

98899 - 

If you have good intentions then you need not be alarmed. It is natural for us to be more good than the opposite

98900 - 

a prick on my thumb is infected surely ill get sepsis

98898 - 

they tell me to 'get over it' but it just plays on my mind on repeat

98899 - 

when i realise im breathing and all of a sudden i cant breathe its never enough

98898 - 

so its either cancer or i have pneumonia again

98898 - 

or my heart is failing and i cant breathe because im dying and nobody knows or believes me

98898 -