im selfish

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Why she blame me when she does not do any household chore or taking care of mom

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real asf actually

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I'm uni student

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my mother told me that if i want to kill myself she will put me in an asylum and let me die there

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and if i die there she will hang herself too

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i use all of my time and energy to take care of my mom

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real asf actually that's how people without depression react

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Doing household chores for hours and hours

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she has been supportive so far, but today what she said made me feel so bad

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the depressed just wait till the sad is over but regular people cant handle that sadness

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I try to understand

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she says she understands me but she says stuff like that

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Oh I'm just unlucky

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man you sound like you've got a great support system

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yeah she's probably tired too she's human after all

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My elder siblings lives their lives happily

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how long have you been fighting through it

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she always asks me when i tell her that im suicidal "why are you trying to kill us all too?"

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Dating and playing around

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it's been 6 months till i told my mom

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but 4 years for me

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i get that she's tired

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i feel bad for her

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wow, major progress going to the gym today

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But when it's my turn to have fun , she begins to get sick

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no one deserves to have a daughter like me

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holy shit dude real asf

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well i had to since everyone, literally everyone was forcing me to

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it felt good but that happiness was way too short lived

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So ,i , one being who have free time because I'm uni student

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i feel like there is nothing that can help me anymore

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and i feel so bad for my family

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It became my entire responsible for household and taking care of elderly mother

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I thought we were friends but apparently they never saw me as one

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I'm youngest btw

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they have been nothing but supportive and i do nothing to improve myself

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but is it my fault, that i never wanted to try to get better?

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maybe it is

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And then my elder sister tells me ,you are not a victim

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