I feel so numb

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i was diagnosed with eds and bodydismorphia so its a struggle

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It's like all my emotions have all been drained out

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but yeah my little brother keeps me going

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I'm so tired

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I can't sleep, even though I haven't slept for days

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my mind is keeping me wide awake

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So is my heart

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purple im a bit of a clairvoyant and im feeling that your mom is very upset you feel this way and that if you raise your vibratons she will get closer ive lost many loved ones so i know you dont have

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to believe me

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can you trust me on this one

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please

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I know my mom will be disappointed if she sees me like this, She asked me to not get affected before she left, and i promised her that

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But it's easier said than done

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see she loves you more than you will ever know

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and purple honey she isnt dissapointed in you

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disappointed *

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Yeah I know she does, but I need her love right now, her presence is all i need

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give me all your pain purple ill take it❤️

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That'll be the only thing that could make this life a bit better

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i have faith in you

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give me one sec

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hi

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okay so awkward silence

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yeah i can work with that

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actually no i cant 😭😭🙏🙏

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:')

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my bad purp did i do smth wrong?

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No cyan you didn't do anything wrong

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ok im back

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okayyy tnxxx

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is everything ok

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who me?

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uhm can someone help me i need some advise from a dude cause i got this crush

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ooookay silence again TwT yeah i think i'll shut up im prolly being annoying

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oh green im open

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so you got a crush on him?

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he seems sweet but im an introvert help me blue lol

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If it's okay I'd like to ask a question before i leave

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yeah i met him at this farm he works at we touched hands on accident i like him

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