im craving a penut butter cookie-aubree

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but what this man is doing to you, as much as it may seem like a good thing, is not okay

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every tiny little thing that goes wrong just stacks until i cant take it and i fucking lose my shit and break down

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there is love for you in this world, and it's found within yourself

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i have so much to look forward to but i cant look forward to it

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Its okay to break down sometimes tbh

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i cant look forward to anything

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after what i've done to myself and the shit i've put myself through and the manipulation and hate and bullying i've faced life just seems so bleak

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you're still young and im being so fucking honest with you. The world is so much more bigger than yout hink

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fatigue and worrying about the future? can relate. like purple said, it's okay to relapse. that means your going to be a-okay. -karoshi

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i suspect you're gone coral

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god it just feels so good to be heard

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on the offchance you're still here and about to go

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sure, you may not be happy right now. -karoshi

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i wish you luck

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but look on the bright side! look at everyone's days you made! -karoshi

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and this sadly loops back to my original thoughts

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nobody ever listens to me at home and i cant vent to my friends at school because they'd be concerned but to just be acknowledged for once feels like heaven

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i'm so glad ur here karoshi

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Im going to vomit

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u gave me that spark of hope i didnt think i hade left in me

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everywhere around me, even within myself i look at people and see them dependant on seeking love

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i will always try to be here <3 -karoshi

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*had

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I reject that idea.

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everyone has a crackle of light in them. -karoshi

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Or I want to

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i'll try to keep a smile on my face as long as i can but i dont think i can sustain this lifestyle anymore

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i'm too sad to live but too scared to die

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As much as I advise others to source their happiness from inside themselves, I too struggle to do so

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And it SUCKS

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i feel like if i fix what im insecure about itll all be better but i know it wont

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then don't smile. if you aren't happy, then don't act to be something you aren't. you are yourself. -karoshi

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and i think i understand why

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i want to self sabotage again but ive lived this far

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Because self love is a life long journey

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i know when im finally skinny or im finally not annoying or im finally not weird ill still feel hopeless

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every time i fix my insecurities i just get insecure about something else

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no one is truly skinny, or annoying. -karoshi

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it honestly makes me want to vomit

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