typing it on here makes it feel like its not a big deal

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I am burned our

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out*

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but i just wanted to tell my mum how much i hated him

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because we cant afford a house now

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he put us in so much debt that we had to pay off selling our old house

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we dont own a house right now and we havent since my parents divorced

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living with my cousins and uncle

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i wanted to express that anger to her

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because hes a liar

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he told me when my parents were divorcing that he was doing anything he could to get us to keep the old house

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but we had to sell it always becasue of his debt

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he just wanted me to love him

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after everything he did to me

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How old are you?

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he also said to my brother it wasnt that bad and he didnt know why i wasnt talking to him lol

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me??

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yes

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im 16

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my parents divorced when i was 11 ive just been struggling with my mental health and bullying for the past 5 years

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almost 6

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I am sorry to hear that

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i developed ocd and anxiety because of my dad pretty young

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then he started physically doing shit to me so i became depressed lol

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camhs didnt do shit for 3 and a half years

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i only got help when i was about ot kill myself

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and when i tried killing myself i finally got the help i wanted

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and needed

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hi

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like they were helping i was just tired

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Hi there

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did it on a whim and was sent to hte hospital

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hi red :)

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now im on a lot of medication and im in therapy

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havent told anyone that my dad assaulted me multiple times for about a year and a half

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like i said i cant tell my mum

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just because i didnt want to go to school because i was being bullied lol

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i miss my ex, i thought i lost feelings for him but it all hit me at once

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it was a punishment

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forcing me to be naked

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