making me watch porn

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lol i hated him

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im so exhausted

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but its shitty because for 4 years after my parents divorced i defended him

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Why?

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because i didnt want him to go to jail

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i just had a breakdown lol

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i dont even know how his mind works

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he made me be naked around him when we were alone

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but he would only molest me when everyone else was home and asleep

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What did lead you to that?

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Me?

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i had to be quiet and deal with it

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yes

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I miss my ex

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I thought I was over him but it all hit me at once

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i thought it was my fault

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when did you break up?

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he told me when he was making me do things when we were alone it was because i wasnt going to school

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and when i spoke back and stuff

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We broke up months ago but after the break up we would still talk to eachother, just with no labels

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but when i went to school i was completely ostracised and i couldnt do school work because i had undiagnosed adhd

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and anxiety and social anxiety

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Last I talked to him was about a week ago, I don't want him back but I do, its so confusing idk what I want

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i was like 11 and i had no friends and when i would go home my dad would fucking molest me

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I see. Why did you break up?

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and i couldnt ever tell anyone

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everyone wont believe me

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nobody

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my brother still loves him

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i get so angry sometimes that i want to tell him

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Well he told me like 6 months into our relationship that he'd been talking to another girl from the start. It really hurt, but I found the heart to forgive him, but I could never forget.

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when he defends him

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what he did to me when he was at school

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It was never the same again but I still loved him deeply

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my dad only loved him

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I left him because he kept hurting me but somehow i always ended back with him

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he wouldnt have been taking all of his bullshit feelings out on only me if he didnt

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why was it only me though

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and i felt bad for leaving him, because he has his own mental issues but it was too much, i did everything i could

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