Yeah

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that's so fair.

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I wish I had more energy to spend on my apperance, I would like to work out an dhave good skincare but I dont even want to get out of bed

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oh well.. mines.. thinking I should be better off dead.

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You dont have energy or like you dont have the time?

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No energy I just lay in bed or sit at my computer watching youtube

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I had to quit my job

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why so?

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are you doing fien now, tho?

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i also have disorderd eating and its like if i dont eat im not in recovery but if i do im fucking fat and lazy again. I lost weight but i cant get out of that mentality.

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fine?

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Real yellow, thats really tough

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Im alright now but I still dont have energy to clean or feed myself

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I'm really so sorry, Mine, I think my empathys old burned out.

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My sister has been help

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Cant recognize myself anymore

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Thats okay

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Im sorry

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how so? she's been helping you clean up?

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I then remembered the guy or couple who referred to themselves as siblings

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Nah she just brings me up some of whatever dinner is made or makes me the occassional grilled cheese

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Yuck

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mab, they really left me alone only for them to

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Oh just like how you used to like said so?

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So she's like visiting your house and all?

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I mean room sorry

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Yeah, I know but they do like using metaphors so

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ew you just reminded me of how in middle school i had a mutual friend who was in love with his cousin and had a porn folder called "girls that look like nevaeh"

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ugh, what's that?

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I remind you of that? how?

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about something i sad?

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i mean when you said the couple that refered to themselves as siblings

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ahh ughh

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yeah

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it was weird

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i could be wrong tho , but that's how they do it.

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yeah, i know.

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the same kid got alternative school for smoking a joint during a test

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Man, I really need to kill both of them on my mind, on certain chapters and Man, I really need to kill both of them on my mind. However, it seems like I'm really also as okay noon seeing all my chats

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to my friend.

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