what happened?

29618 - 

Sometimes its hard suddenly remembering how actually unattractive I am. I know it doesnt matter but my dysmorphia is so bad I just dont know what I look like

35411 - 

i dont feel good at work

59183 - 

Like damn I see photos of me taken off guard and damn

35411 - 

I need to throw away all my clothes

35411 - 

Nothing fits me good

35411 - 

red, i promise you, everyone sees you as more attractive than you see yourself, we spend so long looking at ourselfs that we pick out every teeny tiny imperfection and think that everyone sees us hat

29618 - 

I wish I knew how to dress for my body but Im just kinda??? built wack

35411 - 

way

29618 - 

this is just really a pit for us gumbos huh

59183 - 

Thanks

35411 - 

i promise your perfect

29618 - 

My boyfriend finds me attractive its just hard to not compare myself to like, his fictional crushes or idk other couples

35411 - 

I know I shouldnt I just am in my head a lot

35411 - 

then maybe likee

59183 - 

I wish I was stupider, less in my head, just didnt care as much, less empathetic, but Im just so hyper aware

35411 - 

what body type do you have? maybe i can help you dress to feel more confident

29618 - 

i dont even know if it hyper brag but I would kill to be in your position rn

59183 - 

Thats the first time Ive ever heard that

35411 - 

Why so

35411 - 

I dont have a boyfriend much have simeone to tell me they like me or my body or as I am

59183 - 

Yeah

35411 - 

yet, I go through by day having to tell myself that.

59183 - 

I am lucky I wish my mind latched onto that feeling more

35411 - 

Heck, I dont even know if I'm even attrative.

59183 - 

same.

29618 - 

true, now ecuse me while I would like not like you for a bit

59183 - 

Youre nice to me, a stranger, that tells me a lot about you. I think you're plenty attractive

35411 - 

you have like the same scenario yellow?

59183 - 

Fair

35411 - 

I wish I had more people interact with me like Im a person but I just feel invisible sometimes or like idk a wall prop

35411 - 

of course, i maybe a cynic but you may want to think double on that.

59183 - 

Probably because people think Im autistic or something, no aura

35411 - 

yeah, i do have a partner but shits going on and ive been made fun of my whole life for my looks and i just never know if im actually attractive anymore

29618 - 

same.

59183 - 

At least you have a partner to call. I use to like my life beong single but rn I dont even know.

59183 - 

Yeah, I grew up a fatass kid and I still have disordered ass eating and have no idea how anyone could even see me in a vaguely attractive way

35411 - 

i hate the thing of glow ups like just because i might be attractive now doesnt mean itll get rid of years of bullying. I cant see myself as pretty.

29618 - 

did you ask your boyfriend about it?

59183 - 

Thats fair, my OCDs got me wondering if I even feel anything so its an opposite feeling

35411 -