now my doctor thinks i might be bipolar lol

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an evident result of what he did to me

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my dad was always nice to me but i didnt like it and now im always being asked to do things by my parents not asking my 2 oldder sister just me and i tell that to them and mostly my mum ends up gaslig

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im never going to be able to get a decent job do i go all in on scamming crypto from morons

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gaslighting me

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its either that or autism

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which i cant tell if its worse or better

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and then more to the marshall islands to avoid any consequences

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i guess autism wouldnt be a direct result of the abuse

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it would just be me

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which i would prefer

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but i dont think thats the reason

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i think my mood is unstable

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just like my dad

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forever intertwined no matter how long i deny it

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Hey yall-diva

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i need to stop thinking about shit like this

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ive just managed to calm down recently and have been clean for abt a month and a half

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like to be honest this just makes me depressed

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and im supposed to be better

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on medication

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;)

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just wanna vent

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but my mood goes up and down

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im waiting for it to go down again

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which i hate

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i get burnt out

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go ahead blue

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every three or four weeks i throw things and i cry and i scratch myself

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then i go back to normal

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i stop going to school i stop cleaning

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then i go back

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but im really just hoping its me being burnt out from adhd

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or autism even

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ive had a few big arguments where i yell at the top of my lungs and then sh and not going to school

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my depression my anxiety

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everything

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sorry i wasnt here what was the medication for

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i need my ritalin to help me

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by sexually harassing you? honeyy idk

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