Today I'm commuting my train. I can't avoid it. When i used to have suicidal ideations on daily basis i used to think of jumping under train everytime i saw it. I was younger wnd in worse state

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I apologize.

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I am being honest but forgive my rudeness

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Back then, but i thibk i'm gonna feel this way today

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it doest feel like i can just move on. just "oh it isnt my fault" my way out of it all and leave

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i lost a brother

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one that i put so much trust and love and grief and myself into

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Well ive lost people in my life too, but never felt the grief of a lost companionship

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vital pieces of my identity reflect him. he built me

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So maybe i really don't understand

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My apologies

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youre ok

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i know youre trying to help as best you can

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I hope you feel better someday

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for the most part i just am putting here what i want to say to him

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Yes. Thank you

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stuff ill never say in real life

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its hard to speak to someone you aren't sure exists anymore (not elaborating /srs)

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things ill never get so say i suppose

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Do what you believe you must do

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No judgement

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i finally listened to skeleton appreciation day

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What's that?

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it's his favourite song

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he loved it

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Oh. Never heard of it before.

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i never liked it for the stuff described

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lock profile early

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Hope you enjoy

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it felt disturbing then

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i like it now that i can relate

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What is the song about?

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vulnerability, drug addiction, eating disorders, and bones

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The bones part makes sense

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Everything else is a surprise.

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its like

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idk wgat to do anymore i feel like shi

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"they say that beauty's just skin deep, so naturally please show me your bones"

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vulnerability

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I see.

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