ihate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

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i hate myself

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i hate him

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why am i still fucking hoping?

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i hate addiction too my friend

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if i expect disappointment then, hell, i won't be disappointed

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i do not think it works this way

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when you expect it you just dont get caught by suprise

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i can't breathe

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i'm such a fuck up

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<yeah but you will adapt a mindset that wont get you out of that coral

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pain will be there none the less

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this is what i get for being a fucking replacement child

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<try focusing on your breathing

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oh, have a fucking miscarriage? you get this fuck up child instead!!!

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well, now look at me LMFAO

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hey

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<hi

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i just wish someone would love me

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why do you feel this way orange

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better luck next time lmfao. clearly i'm not enough

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& i never will be fucking enough.

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<but you can be

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i'm not smart enough. i'm not funny enough. i'm not kind enough. i'm not creative enough.

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<i mean for whatever being enough means

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everyone else is so much fucking better than me.

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going through massive writers block right now

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i will never be enough for them. for anyone.

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not even for my own fucking self.

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fuck

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for your family?

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i wish i could finishthis response, but im just hitting a wall

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<everyone has their own strengths and weakness

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U are enough coral

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no, i'm fucking not.

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<you just gotta see it

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perhaps you are not enough at the moment, but why do you feel you will not be enough in the future

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if no one can see it, then how the fuck am i supposed to? huh? what about then?

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im ripping my shirt off in frustration bro i need to finish this writing

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<you dont have to be better than anyone else to be worth something

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