i need to stop thinking like this.

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i'm a fucking wreck

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<yeah cbt sounds good for you

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i need to grow comfortable in my loneliness again.

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<but its not like you are a wreck

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<not neccesarily

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But thank you green

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when your negative thoughts get too unbearable go to a market, one that you did not visit before and buy a soda

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I'm shunned from the community because I look different and am not bilingual. I can even go make friends out there

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*can't

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i should have died that night

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Ok i will

94664 - 

i like doing this, like exploring for different spots for soda

94815 - 

should've just shot myself while i had the slight courage.

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<no

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That sounds fun

94664 - 

should have done anything

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Coral no u shouldn't

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<bru i got piss aura

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yeah right, i also buy something like sprite

94815 - 

<just remembered when i was suicidal

94671 - 

Ooo i like sprite too

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i can feel tears, but i can't fucking cry

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believe me, when stressed taste of lemon, orange whatever, is relieving

94815 - 

<good old times (literally just some moths or even weeks ago)

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Yr so nice to me

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<months*

94671 - 

no worries) you deserve it

94815 - 

i need out of herei need out i need out i need out

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i can't fucking afford college

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ily for that

94664 - 

fuck

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i hope you feel better about life in the future

94815 - 

i guess i just dont press too hard

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what the fuck have i done?

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<i wish i wasnt so reasonable and would have attempted, i just want to know how it feels like to be dying at your own hands

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Thank you

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dont forget, you did nothing wrong

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I really needed that

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i hate addiction

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