I don’t want to be like why

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but how could I have known? again I was only a child

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this*

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but that doesnt mean that i was incompetent

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i knew that it wasnt right

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I think ive started to really heal at least-🐚

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it didnt feel right

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and i did nothing

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Living in a house with my mom-🐚

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i dont understand why i did nothing, or what was going through my head at the time

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but it will never make sense to me

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It made me feel like i was a candle just like dying out-🐚

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Ay blue did someone sexually abuse as a kid

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why did i not do something?

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sadly yes

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U didn’t deserve this

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Struggling with lack of motivation and social media addiction. I've downloaded time management apps and have tried meditation but my dumb addicted brain always finds a way to get past it. I'm so tired

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Sry it had to be this way

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its okay

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hi

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how can i make it up to myself i wonder

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without punishing myself for something that i couldnt even predict

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or how do i feel comfortable in this body

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The hous I live in is a lot of bad memories but so many good ones-🐚

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I hate my retarded brother and his fuck ass girlfriend

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I made some horrible choices when i was 11 i watched some +18 content and i had a really unhealthy obsession

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When my mom tried to force me out of this house into hers i knew itd only be bad memories with her-🐚

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i dont think there's an answer for that, people just push through and deal with it

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meow

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I'm so sorry yellow :(

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i have to build resilience

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I wish there was a answer blue-🐚

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but im too tired to

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When I was 11 I had my first attempt

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It’s ok white

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and above all i want to forgive myself

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actually i think i will make a start now

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I want my brother to move out. He constantly paints me as the bad guy yet he swears at me and is so aggressive. He swears hes some self aware saint. Shouldve killed himself when he contemplated

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here's to a message to my child self

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i'm sorry that i've been so critical of you

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