you might have to start a conversation with your parents about leaving the house

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my dad wouldn't accept me though. I could tell him, but he'd block it out like something he doesn't want to hear

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maybe theres a gym nearby, learn how to box, start lifting weights, go to the pool

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they don't think it's safe

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learn how to skateboard, literally do anything

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even if you're parent chaperoned at all times

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i live a whole 10 minute drive out of town

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they won't take me anywhere

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then sit in your front yard

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and write

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about anything

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literally anything

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just take a paper and a pencil and sit outside in the sun, it doesnt matter how bored you get

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I have a friend who I'm quite close to. But I don't really enjoy her company. I only hang around her because I want what she can give me. Whether it's laughing at my jokes, or giving me attention.

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learning how to be bored is what will help you, you need to get comfortable with being uncomfortable

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It sucks a little, me and him are kind of close. Emphasis on the kind of. And to know he'd never accept me kind of stings

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thats all the advice i have for you today

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I find her to be incredibly boring. I want to grow more distant from her.

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maybe with a lot of time he'd stubbornly accept it, but I still doubt it. Its a bit of a stretch

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Becausing hanging around someone who I don't really give a shit about is not fruitful for me anymore.e

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My mom would accept me though, and thats already a lot of comfort to my anxious mind

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and i'm already back to looking at that site

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Irregardless of how it sounds and morality too, I deserve a change.

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i'm messed up

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I think I know your plight well blue.

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I don't think im ready to come out to her as bisexual yet, but at least I know its safe to

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respect to all bisexuals

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its made me so excited. Because for YEARS I've been so panicky about staying locked tight in that closet

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if you think youre messed up and helpless youre going to keep acting like youre messed up and helpless

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you dont respect yourself enough to try and do something else

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Everything just seems to be a bit..better? And it makes me want to cry a little

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but its so easy to change that

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I think I'm messed up and helpless. Why do you think I'll continue to act like so?

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i tried to convince myself I wasn't Bi, because I didn't want my parents rejection and I felt religious guilt

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I actually despise that stupid bitch

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learnt helplessness, legit a psych term. a person get accustomed to their own fate, believes they cant grow or break free, and then they really dont

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research it

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ok

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