As much as i want them to watch me i also dont

Theyll just watch me

If i tell somone im suicidal what are they gonna do

But idk if she really would be mad

Like my mum woupd be mad at me

I just feel the guilt

Yeah i guess

I wont stress him

My dad is home but hes got issues that make communication difficult for him

My mum is at work

Not atm rlly

But im in pjs

I could

Im 14

Mhm

Will hear me

People home

No i can't

Right now?

Maybe next time

Ok

Cya green

I thought about calling but i just dont see myself as bad enough

Only in bad moments

I do sh every day but nothing too bad

But im not at risk enough

Yeah

They know im suicidal

Well yeah

And if i explain why she'll just think she can fix it herself

My mum said she doesn't think im bad enough for that

Probably yeah

So stuck between a rock and a hard place

Im underage so my parent would have to admit me

Oh im purple now

At least stabalise me

I feel it would

I just dont think shed want me to go because im not bad enough

Sure*

Im dure my mum would