I guess I'm kind of just fading in and out of reality if I'm being honest, half the time it feels like I'm just not here and observing someone else

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thats early asf bro for me it was 10

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Bystander to my own life

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yall need to start caring about yourselves

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so derealization -root

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the world dont give a shit

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we are just fresh meat for the grinder

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Trust me cyan I am well aware

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i've never made an attempt and i don't plan to but its hard to get through the day -root

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thats why i dont ever plan on having children

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Almost everyone only cares about themselves

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i love them enough not to bring them into this world

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Oh im glad u r not attempting

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human nature -root

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Its at least comforting to come on here or anywhere and scream for someone to care, it doesnt hurt nobody

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but the rest of yall can piss for daddy

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i'm a gifted student and so technically i'm in special ed and people in gifted programs are more likely to be neurodivergent so i get made fun of a lot -root

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school is so flawed lol, how do you tame something like another human being?

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i had a speech delay when i was young and it took me until third grade to learn to pronounce my 'th' -root

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Hi - katy

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i wish i wasn't gifted so that people expected less of me but instead i'm in an honors program and i struggle to get my work done from procrastination and i have online school today -root

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who wants to piss for daddy?

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hi katy -root

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Hi root - katy

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ima log off bye -root

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Hi

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I'm so lost

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i miss everyone

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i miss freyja

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i miss wise lawyer

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i miss u39

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i miss yay

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What on earth is happening to me

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I'm confused with myself

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i just miss everyone man

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is it rlly a slow night here again

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I don't know how to explain this feeling, and it makes it even worse

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me trying to explain to mentally healthy ppl that sh is better than suicide itself

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I feel like I don't have control over myself

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What have i been doing? I don't remember

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