I've become hideous.

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I might get alopecia.

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I'm scared. I don't want to get alopecia.

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why the fuck is this my life why the fuck is this our lives - lil

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they took all his money whoever hurt him - lil

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I thought life was fun and kind to anyone.

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he came home with blood and bruise marks - lil

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My eyelashes are falling.

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and now we have to watch him take his meds and keep his medication cabinet safe because he’s suicidal again

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My brow is slowly falling.

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My hair is thinning.

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My body is weak.

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I'm scared.

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I wish someone would just pull me out of this hell hole.

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I’m so fucking scared

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I don't want to be ugly.

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My head hurts from crying.

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every single time I get close to being even slightly happy or getting my life together something fucked up and traumatic like this happens - lil

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But I still have to continue on living.

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hiii im back

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I don't want to die.

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I don't want this life anymore.

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I already have complex PTSD from huge huge piles of fucked up traumatic shit as well as my dad trying to drive a car off a cliff to attempt suicide while I was in my teens and homeless

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i think i'll go back on a strict diet again

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i need it 💔

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and now this

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I never wanted this program. I never wanted to become a med student.

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sigh

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It has always been my mother pressuring me to pick it.

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Now, I'm stuck.

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I'm even suffering real time alopecia typa shit.

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i'm so scared

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Fuck, I'm always staying up late.

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Studying, studying, and studying.

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Until this whole fucked up shit has drained me nearing to my deathbed.

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i don't know if i'll be alive in the future

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How the fuck am I supposed to recover from alopecia

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I want my healthy hair back. I want my life. I want what I used to have.

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my chest has felt like its suffocating all day

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I don’t wanna be traumatised again I don’t want my PTSD to relapse again fuck fuck fuck why is the world so scary and always trying to traumatise me and my family

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