I want to have the heart of a steel.

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i get violent if someone disregards my discomfort or boundaried

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boundaries

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i know it makes me a bad guy

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but i can't help it

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I don't know how. I'm the eldest child, I always help whoever needs it. I grew up that way.

72710 - 

i grew up knowing only violence and aggression

56145 - 

How strange.

72710 - 

i don't know how to communicate my feelings

56145 - 

i cling like a dog

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It doesn’t yellow, it’s okay since they didn’t respect your boundaries. Although you could handle it more peacefully-kuro

72702 - 

i want attention like a little kid

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i'm trying to work on it

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I also want attention.

72710 - 

So we all are like dogs then? Since we stay even if hurt?-kuro

72702 - 

Yes.

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i grew up abused #loss

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i was also the oldest

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Oh

72710 - 

Does your parents treat your younger sibling/s better?

72710 - 

My aunt & uncle treated my cousins far better than they ever treated me

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I am the only, but treated like an adult ever since i was born-kuro

72702 - 

I have never really lived with either of my parents

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oh I finally managed to get on here - lil

72712 - 

I grew up not really being jealous of my sibling, but noticed the vast difference between how they treat me and my younger sibling.

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I’ve just gone through something really really traumatic - lil

72712 - 

Oh my what happened lil?-kuro

72702 - 

or someone I’m dealing with has. and it’s been traumatic for me too - lil

72712 - 

so I still live with my parents as they both

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have chronic health problems and disabilities. my dad attempted suicide this weekend - lil

72712 - 

brb

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Oh my.. my apologies lil that must of been traumatic..-kuro

72702 - 

we had to report him missing, he had been going out for long walks all week and it was weird to us because he’s so physically ill and normally doesn’t do that - lil

72712 - 

He's lost. His mind has wandered off to somewhere dark.

72710 - 

on the weekend while he was out for a walk he texted saying he’s not coming back home because he’s suicidal - lil

72712 - 

we had to get the cops to search for him and they found him on the complete other side of town and took him to hospital - lil

72712 - 

we now finding out he was suicidal because he got scammed big time and possibly even robbed while he was going out as part of some online scam or something - lil

72712 - 

My hair is thinning.

72710 - 

Ooh

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he still won’t tell us the whole story because he’s so rattled but he was desperate to wash his feet when he came home because he mentioned something about being forced to drag through mud somewhere

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