Like everytime he annoys me its actually just his way of gaining my attention.

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i lost my identity due to my family

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its sick but I lost that humanity I holded for him a long time ago

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I don't even feel bad while doing this cause my mind just tells me that its way of defending myself

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Either he hurts me or I hurt him

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i hate everyone from my old school i guess they won the game

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simple as that

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the idea of being a "failure" as well is crazy. the system really believes it is the individuals fault. what if your parents are always there monitoring you and violating you

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im fucking sick oif it

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heyyyyy

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hello

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hi red - athena

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?

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hey athena

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i feel entrapped

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i feel lost

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when the heart races so fast during anxiety, can one die cozz of that?

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And I know its true cause he was literally about to cry when I told him these things.....

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hru red - athwna

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im so tired

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hru? -red

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I sometime feel bad that I can't feel things as I used to

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me too

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im good - athen

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thats good

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same yellow

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But I rather feel nothing than feel hurt

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wyd rn - athena

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im in class rn wbu -red

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gonna kms soon

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same - athena

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thats cool -red

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i also have been working my ass off but it turns out the school is really shit

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somebody just shoot me

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i also hate the constant TENSION with teachers. passive-aggressive monotonous losers.

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i am so done with life

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s odone wiith everything

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just wanna die

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hatemyself so much

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im sleepyyy - athena

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