but i just think im weird

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Ah

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Does it matter

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i guess i just dont want it to be serious

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if its just my personality then it doesnt matter as much

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I need to find my phone

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if its autism i have to get targeted therapy for it

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Wel

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Its not my phone

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i dont want to be a weird adult

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I need to find a phone

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The phone

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Wheres the phone anyway

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i havent met an adult like me

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I searched the hall

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i know adults who were like me when they were my age

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I searched the fridge

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but i dont think im going to change all that much when im older

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I searched the desk

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Bed

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I havent searched the ned

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its like acting

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im really bad at lying but i can pretend to be something im not most of the time

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i dont like lying

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but its like people pressure you with all of these expectations

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if you dont meet them youre weird

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off putting

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labelled as quiet and put to the side so people dont talk to you unless they absolutely need to out of pity

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because i guess i seem so anxious

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really im just eager to please

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im not even diagnosed with anything

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i dont know how to be like other people

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not gonna lie im actually tired of thinking u all of the time like bitch i dont even talk to u anymore why cant my brain fuckin stop it's been 3 years and im still stuck on u like i know we just stopp

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ive never met a person like me

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i feel like an alien

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fuckin give me a break.. my love for u is probably a mental illness at this point wish i never met u i fucking hate u but i love u too i fuckin wanna move on and i know that im actually trying to becu

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if this really is autism i can see why the suicide rates are so high

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i removed any ways to fuckin contact u that's why im pissed

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im pissed that I've already distanced myself and shit but my brain thinks that ur still the one

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i envy ur fiancé

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