I'm slowly realising I'm more messed up every day. Mostly because of conversations I have with 'friends' or thoughts provoked by teachers at school.

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Breakdowns arent quite as often as they were, but im questioning my mental stability

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I want to live a long life and be happy but that will never happen

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I feel like I'm truly dying of sadness

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why green

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why do u think that

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Everyone tells me it'll get better, but it doesn't, and I've been hearing the same empty words for years on end

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mmm

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I feel so physically exhausted all the time from everything that's been happening emotionally

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whats bothering u

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i forgot where are keys either

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i havent gone out this month..need to be out and touch grass. even tho there is none just concrete and roads

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but yeah touch whatever outside is

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why is it when I type and send. everyone disappears here

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its like I am the only one screaming into the void

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well

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gtg

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does being different ever get better

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like do people ever stop making fun of you

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or pointing out that youre different

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Hi

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Cheat day it is

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Another day

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my mum was upset that my new neighbour didnt smile when they met

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Another cheat day

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all that made me think is how i never smile around new people

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Is it wht gambling feels like

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im not good at pretending to be happy when social norms call for it

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U can come here be sed

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Or mad

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Or happy

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im not good with any social norms

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When u leave

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but i dont think im autistic

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People pleasers

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Do 3xist

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Am i one?

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Is it bad

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im a girl and i know it presents differently

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Or is it good

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