lol

u are my sunshineee

thank u blue

i still feel so horrible it made me feel fat

but yeah ill still communicate ofc

no i've explained it to her many times

sighh

yeah ur right

for someone who has a crush on me it feels horribly weird

i really hate having breasts, im sure she knows that why would she say it

she knows that

its pissing me off a lot

so idk how i even have "boobs"

basically im underweight

am i a horrible person for saying that

i hate feminine traits a lot

she also knows i struggle w body dysmorphia n gender dysphoria n said i have "big boobs" like i dont want to be perceived as female also im literally bmi 17 how am i large in any way????

can i rant a bit if thats fine

ill try

okay thankss

it's actually my best friend, she confessed to me a few months ago but i didnt like her back n she keeps saying stuff like "we should date" n i feel uncomfortable

but like

struggling*

guys im kinda struggled w how to treat this one person

ur right, thank uu!

it was so unlike me

yeah i quicky apologised but damn

i recently said an insensitive joke in the spur of the moment n im still baffled that i said smth like that

guys what do i do if i dont feel like myself