And has the gall to call me lazy, despite me working for most of my adult life

102817 - 

Fuck he

102817 - 

FUCK HER

102817 - 

Why does God bless trash like her, but let me live like this

102817 - 

Fuck off

102817 - 

Just let me die

102817 - 

I'm so miserable

102817 - 

It sucks seeing all of your enemies prosper while you fail

102817 - 

I sometimes tell myself that I see God laughing at me in my mind's eye

102817 - 

I know God doesn't take pleasure in (most) human suffering

102817 - 

But still, my emotional brain is hijacking my logical brain

102817 - 

The shame of homelessness is the worst part

102817 - 

Not even the lack of money, it's the embarassment of being caught living in a church by other members

102817 - 

WHo have wives, kids, families, houses

102817 - 

They all think I'm a loser

102817 - 

Easily the most painful part

102817 - 

Why won't God just let me die

102817 - 

FUck off

102817 - 

I'd rather die than live through the shame

102817 - 

And God won't give to to me despite me asking

102817 - 

It's like he hates me

102817 -