Just let me die

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It would take a lot of practice, but I know the basics of budgetting

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I just don't do it, I eat out all of the time

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When I made 6 figs, I could "afford" eating out

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But now that I make brokie wages, ehh

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I hate cooking so much

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-_-

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(I am fat as hell, obese, morbidly obese even)

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(Low impulse control)

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I'm legitimately a joke

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Fuck me

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I legitmately need to die

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I have like $300 bucks, but I'm too much of a fuckup to even SAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY A GUN TO KILLMYSELF WITH

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FUCK

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I'm too much of a loser to even attempt to kill myself

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And even if I did it, I'd probably survive with half of a face, making my life worse

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Fuck this

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Not at all, I'm alive because suicide is too risky

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I sleep in my church; I have SSS tier homelessness

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I also have a car (although, it's about to die)

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I'm not like, sidewalk/woods homeless

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I also have a full time job

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I just don't have an address

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I wish I didn't have hope, it's so painful

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Being hopeless is so much easier, maybe I could commit to killing myself

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