I make sure for ALLLL religions because of what happened to me, to keep them at arm's length and only participate if there's a volunteer event on, food, or something else that's uncommon to their acts

But, at least there was some measure of inspiration there. I noticed that if you just read the book but not really attend church with people, then it starts to actually be tolerable.

Translation: I didn't tithe my life away with money I need to live worldly, plus I used to come in rags because I couldn't afford even nice looking cheap clothes.

Yo, peach! YES!!!! That's why I left! I got ex communicated from a good few Roman Catholic churches because some parishioners "Felt my black, evil aura."

That's why I don't like going to church all that much. Here's a saying for you, light blue: The brighter the sun, the darker the shadow. That one was all mine unless someone did it before.

Well, it's good I came into a religious sermon here, without all the hypocrisy of the church and its parishioners hypocritical as all fuck. Acting holy yet can't hide their disdain towards you.

Missed is and Pun Intended, INDEED a time wasting endeavor, but I don't wanna be shanked or raped in my sleep by a nothing to lose bum in a homeless shelter, so to the mental abuse I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where it's the entirety of my city, which is a high population density one, and have to filter myself through close to a THOUSAND jobs! Going through 100 pages of jobs to get jobs to apply for Indeed

To add about job hunting, it usually takes me 8 HOURS to do job searching since Indeed doesn't really give accurate jobs according to search, so I have to then do a wipe

GOD, people are just SOOOOO F***ING DETESTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Won't be done to you. Usually, the more anti social, the more sociably pleasant said person is because that person doesn't do all that ignorance and rudeness that failures do on a mass scale.

Also, using me more so than others who are like me, it seems the anti social ones know how to behave in society. That's because if we don't like what some shit does to us, you can be damned sure it

And I check the website, since the reviews state this douche's title that I was applying for, and surprise surprise, not up yet. If it is though, I'm applying again.

The multiple choice question screeners on how to treat guests, because no logical person who wants to keep a job would do that. Telling them off, saying get out, it's not my problem.

It's right in the area I'd like to work, the new hire apparently pissed off 3 PEOPLE IN ONE DAY!!!! Whereas I'd try and make them happy within logic and reason, this guy went WAY beyond

I will say, with interviews, they hire for looks and sucking up, not really job performance. There was a job last week I was rejected from from Marriott. So from reading Google Map reviews because

...That I don't get the job for because I didn't look or speak perfect or they did in my view illegal questioning for something not even RELATED to the job. So I just wanted to save my sanity now.

Or, if they don't get back, just loads of rejections. Percentages I've noticed are this: 85-90%, ignored/ghosted. Didn't even reject or do an interview. 5-8% rejection, rest interview...

Was done THAT SAME INSTANT!!! Not even a minute passing and I found that out when I had to go into my job status to see which job I applied to, and I spent close to an hour on both applying.

Employers even respond to my applications, especially those I had to spend an HOUR OR SO on just on their own individual site, or have Indeed lie and say after 4 days my resume wasn't chosen when it

I'm taking some time to detox. Play a cell phone free with ads video game, then study what I've lost from college with a website that helps with re learning, then go to bed at night to not even see

I CANNOT F***ING WAIT to not have to job search for even the most mundane of jobs I'd be uncomfortable with! I mean, even DISHWASHERS are being snapped up like it's a winning lottery ticket!

But because homelessness is creeping up and unemployment is taking its sweet time compared to the simplicity of what I sent them, I have no choice but to destroy my sanity every Sunday.

And those jobs were out of the city, even state using public transportation which if anyone knows, city transit is as untrustworthy as a thief with money.

It's really sad that a decade ago, when I was able to stop job searching because out of 3,200 resumes sent through two job search engines through TWO YEARS I only got 32 interviews that landed nowhere

Anyway, I JUST got done, about 3 hours ago, job searching. I just stopped at 25 and spent like 5 hours doing said exercise in mental abuse. Figured that was enough.

Yeah blue, I really liked the fading out, really showing how our own existence is like a void, naturally unfeeling and unyielding to the machination that is life and nature.

NEVER antagonize someone regardless of feelings towards that person. You never know how that person will react. These goons need to understand that lesson. I have NO idea what all that was for.

DAMN, this is nothing more than making sure job hunters are as humiliated as possible for their perverse enjoyment. Again, I will NOT feel bad when a workplace shooting happens.

Why in the BLUE F**K am I given logic F***ing questions to a JOB APPLICATION??!!! Aren't the skills on my damned resume enough?!!

THESE F***S should be barred from posting jobs doing this time wasting deceptive shit and to me, should be hung by their feet upside down for a few hours!!!!!!! F-ERS!!!!!!!!!!

NOW, they are doing the dumb shit and f***ing putting in my HOME F-ING TOWN, but hiring OUTSIDE of it!!! I HATE JOB SEARCHING!!!!!!

This is SOOO f***ing FRUSTRATING!!! Applying for jobs that always seem to have just ONE or two requirements out of my reach.

So usually like months to even YEARS before I'll use one like this when I feel it's emotionally necessary.

You know....These names here seem VEEERRRYYY familiar. Then again, I'll only usually use these kinds of anon sites to vent or say stuff society won't like because thinking is HARRRRRDDDD!!!!