no i wanna die in one go if i do it xd

do you think i wanna be some disabled piece of broken shit xd

im not dead yet because i wanna do it right xd

im so fucking done xd

and another day starts at 00:00 xd

shit another day over xd

LMFAO xd

yeah why dont you go cry on your mans shoulder now and stfu purple xd

this is ventscape n--gga go sniff a fart or some furry shit now xd

and you only get one canvas xd

like i said canvas is ruined xd

why bother xd

LMFAO im not trying to change anything idgaf about it anymore i just wanna escape xd

my canvas was ruined before i even thought of painting xd

but mine was so fucked up and its not even my fault everything was out of my control xd

i just want a normal boring life just an average regular fucking family a normal childhood normal stages of growing up xd

and i didnt had the bare minimum of normal i wanted xd

idgaf about anyone else i want what i want xd

why bother about it anymore its ruined anyway xd

i mean its far from the perfect i wanted so its like a ruined painting the canvas is not worth it anymore xd

LMFAO NO i see no point in such imperfection xd

its like trying to glue back together something thats fucking in pieces but keeps get broken over and over xd

what the fuck for why bother when its just broken from the start xd

everytime i look back its the most depressing thing ever no memories worth holding onto xd

what the fuck is the point of the years ahead when the past is all broken xd

depressed whats new xd

if my all my years were far from the perfect i always wanted why should i bother about the rest of it xd

you have now xd

what was given to me the random shit is just so broken and imperfect i wonder why bother going on xd

this is retarded im fucking depressed when i just look back at all thats happened over the years xd