ohhhh - san

LMSOS - san

if u wish to share - san

do u have any social media? - san

appreciate it - san

U GET ITTT omg, thank u so so much r - san

no worries at all - san

i'm still hereee - san

oh and if u dont mind - san

oh LOLL no i get that a lottt - san

no yeah whats up w these updates - san

three things? what'd u get confused abtt - san

i'm glad u get itt - san

yea yea exactly - san

like my "authentic" self kind of thing - san

what am i even saying LOL - san

i want to stay how i am right now, even if i'm depressed and if i get better i'll loose my sense of self - san

to simplify it, it's more like - san

no no i get that - san

hmm - san

no its okay omg i dont get it myself either, it's just a feeling i've always had - san

does that make sense - san

anyway it's not like "shit i want to be depressed" but more like how would my sense of self change? - san

im normal blue - san

lemme add a nickname

im blue btw

oh damn my color changed

whats sty

just give me ur opinion

someone answer me please

like what do i do :(

should i be selfish and focus on my self?

even tho theres nothing i can do

hey guys i have a silly issue

have any of u guys heard of @cleobun on youtube'