this space feels congested ngl

how u need to behave

u dont know whats coming if they r happy or sad

thats why u r always on edge

its when you r not sure about how they react

why r we changing colours like this

yeah

so when i was even younger

no wait i had my brother whne i was 2

it was when i was in class 1 or 2

u shouldnt cry

my brain was like oh so crying is not good

he was probably sleepy and irritaed

he said if you cry one more time i will throw away both of u out of this house

i alwats slept between them so i was crying

so she slept in a different room

it was nighttime

he and mom had a fight

i was crying one day

for me it was my dad

every attachment is attached to someone you hold dear

cuz we dont know if we r living if we are capable of feeling pain

when we want to feel alive we do it

there r mostly 3 reasons but the one which is heartbreaking is

yk why people self harm ?

or people become numb

then it burst suddenly

its like something feels off

9when u r a avoident u dont know what u feel yl

i wont feel a thing

we say i can easily block u

we do that

and i honestly feel he knows eveything he just immature

i still have that hope

he said i deserve better so he will be better the first time when he messed up

i want him to be better

lol

green is here for the drama now

but i broke this promise once or twice

when no one did he did