I will, and I want to stop lying to my therapist, but everytime I see her I lie. I want to try but I just give up everytime I have the chance

Self harm is the only thing I was ever really praised for in life. I had 3k followers where I posted and talked about self harm and people actually talked to me.

Because sick is the only way I feel validated

Like I don't want to recover, it's like I want to stay sick

I don't know how to heal because everyone wants me to but I feel like I don't want it and I don't know why

I want to, and yes the FBI. It's investigating 764.

Yes I have, they talk to the FBI about what happened to me. But I don't tell them everything. I have been telling them I'm fine but I'm lying

No, I have no friends. All I have is my parents, but I don't go outside at all. I haven't had friends in 2 years

I'm not religious

I was looking for community, but instead I was met with people who count their victims as prizes and then they gain respect for hurting kids like me.

I will look into it, I had bad experiences with discord, I'm not allowed to be on the internet too much because of my past.

I'm 15, I'm still young. I think everyday that I will never become anything in life. I'm 2 years behind in school, all I want to do is self harm until I die. I'm addicted to it.

I'm sorry, Diane. I'm glad your still here. I also attempted suicide in October 2023.

Thanks. I will try.

I try, I just don't think I have much of a future. I have a rope hanging from my ceiling and I just stare at it and I think one day I will just end up killing myself. It's hard to get past that.

Nut nobody cares

The scars are constant reminders of what I've gone throgh. I got triggered today so it's why I'm not having the best day today.

I've seen so many people die and they post gore videos and people kill their animals and spell out 764 with the organs of their cat because they get extorted.

They already have. I repeat what theyve said to me every day, I thought it wouldnt affect me while I was in it. But now that I'm not in the group anymore I feel worse.

Yes, people told me to go deeper until I almost died because they told me it wasn't good enough. They told me and other people to kill themselves on live stream. They killed people.

When I am by myself I only feel hatred for myself and I realize I am a bad person that no one will ever like. I think of what I've done to myself and the people who encouraged me to self harm.

i hate gays

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nut im sure no girl wants you stay alone forever you ugly fat incel

i will nut in your face

i can tell why u dont anymore nut

ok nut wrap it up

bedbug your a fucking creep go to hell

syfm disgusting person

them being in prison is not enough, i want to see them get beat to death and with scars everywhere like me

number 1

when i die people will stop expecting things out me

im falling back into ed behaviors because i cant self harm anymore

a thermometer lover lol