ig

like i want everything they have but i also want them too

it doesnt help that im so so jealous of them

thx cyan

i guess i agree sav and red

but im really into my characters adn stories and theyre literally part of my everyday life

idk how to explain it

um cyan its like im really obsessed over 1 thing

thx guys

i just dont want to hold them back theyre going out there they have their own life seperate of me and with a gf too

ik guys

im sorry ik you guys are trying to help

i feel like id be worse off ending it i was hanging on by a thread when i didnt have them

*a bit distant i think...

yeah it doesnt help that we're both like autistic and the thing we used to hyperfixate on is still my hyperfixation and what my life revolves around whiles theirs doesnt and that kind of made us a

thx blue it means a lot

*as close as i am to my bff

thanks red and im trying blue im just not as close to them as i am with them

ik but i feel like i should stop being so clingy ive always done this

they know the stuff in covid

im too scared to do so bcs theyre in a great place rn i dont want that to crash down

i just keep doubting myself with this

thx guys

ig they said they didnt want to be like bffs but still frineds

but i came back and apologized like 1-2y ago and they did too but weve never been as close

yes

it didnt help that they came out as trans at that point but i did accept them it was just that thing that i ran away

covid time and i didnt have anyone else to talk to so i freaked out

like they were getting distant from me and they said they dont really want to be my best friend but try again with our relationship and i broke down and blocked them bcs i couldnt stand it it was

i dont want to bcs one time i did smth horrible

no im scared

bcs i love them and theyre so important to me and it seems like im not as important to them

a reply withiin the week and they have such a nice life outside our friendship and it makes me sad

um so here goes so my bff is like not talking to as much to me they still do but its like as if im not as important to them as i was before like we used to talk everyday but now im lucky to get

np yellow! sweet dreams!

you guys are so sweet :,)

ik but you guys seem to have worse problems-

thanks sav

what why whats her problem cyan

for white: bruh