i wont mind if all three storeys of this house comes crashing down on my back and just end me xd

the wind is crazy at 2:40am in the morning :p xd

you were prolly a pervert going through puberty xd

you need to get a fucking life xd

idefk anymore xd

im just so fucking empty xd

"yummy" is a cringeass word xd

fucking numb and done xd

or be here xd

i dont wanna do this shit no more xd

im just being pushed forward in life not like i even give a fuck to move xd

i just want peace xd

so there would be two deaths in this house and idgaf who goes after the money xd

i wish i get a heartattack xd

its like you have ptsd but you are trying to bury it the fuck down and pretend nothings wrong or some shit idk xd

or something i remember reading about it xd

complex xd

cptsd is different from ptsd xd

complex post traumatic stress xd

its like im dragging my own body around for the sake of taking it around xd

so i can be free forever xd

if only i just fucking die xd

im drained the fuck for years like its like i never fill xd

away from everything because im tired of bullshit xd

i just wanna be alone xd

it never does xd

because i dont really have much of a choice xd

exist for the sake of existing xd

i dont even fucking wanna be here xd

28 years is too much and too long xd