did i gaslight myself into thinking im trans - August

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it doesent get better

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it never does xd

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i just wanna be alone xd

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i fucking hate people like that coral - sal

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away from everything because im tired of bullshit xd

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im drained the fuck for years like its like i never fill xd

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Im like this 👌 close to realizing im trans and im concious that im in denial and yet im still in denial somehow - August

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my brother has cptsd from it because he saw my dad die - sal

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if only sleep lasted forever

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if only i just fucking die xd

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so i can be free forever xd

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he doesnt remember the crash he just remembers that part - sal

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i dont have cptsd, just severe ptsd - sal

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its like im dragging my own body around for the sake of taking it around xd

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lmao

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whats cptsd - mello

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How do I actually admit to myself that I am trans - August

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complex post traumatic stress xd

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ok - mello

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i bet about 3 nights a week my brother sleeps in my room with me because he cant even manage it - sal

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cptsd is different from ptsd xd

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what does the c stand for?

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complex xd

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C***

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or something i remember reading about it xd

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its almost been 5 years - sal

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