now i still am but better

as a kid it was worse cause i was like hypersexual

LMFAO

i sexualize everything i do tbh

imback

like rn?

wdym??

n wants to hurt me

everyone

n start beliving everyoen is against me

cause i get paranoid

i get that red but only if i get truggered

why😔😔

i couldnt sleep alone for 6yeafs

i get it

complex

and bpd

similar to ptsd

with like other symptoms

post traumatic stress disorder

still as bad

ion even remember any part

i also have cptsd!

but she clearly has personality disorders n lowkey neglected her and her brother their whole chilshood

like i live my grandma shes so sweet to us

im very sorry for my mom cause she grew uo w her

blaming her for it happening

my grandma is narcissistic and she screamed at my mom when she was in a coma after it

not even the neighbors

is that people did not help

no like the thinf that i hate

that*

the man the saw us and helped us killed himself the week after

i fucking hate ppl, a man walked by when it happened n instead of calling the ambulance he walked away

i just remember small pieces

i forgot all of it

like tf

she also went thru it worse n somehow i got worse ptsd

i was 6 n she was 4

im typing fast😭😭