im gonna go to bed bye guys

i think i have a fever again tbh

okay

do u guys think stress can make you sick

u2

i can only change one medication at a time though so im taking this one until this mood thing gets better

yeah

but i can do things for longer amounts of time

it makes me terribly anxious

bro im on ritalin for adhd and idk if i like it

thats all i really know i havent seen my diagnoses in years

and ocd and adhd

depressive

i have major depression disorder

well i dont know

well seizure medication but it helps your mood as well

its a mood stabiliser

but im not even on a normal dose yet im starting slow

i dont know

its already 12am i thought i was in the shower for only 20 minutes

i really cant focus

and i only see my psychiatrist at the start of august

im not booked to see my therapist

my legs hurt my chest hurts

the skin on my throat feels tight

but i always can feel my breath and my heart

i just notice it later when it aches

i cant feel anything in the moment

so i took a shower so i can sleep but ive only now realised i was gripping the right side of my ribs with my left hand too hard so now it hurts

i feel like ive been having a panic attack all day

ive been so out of it