Never mind dying fucking hurts, my arm is bleeding now - 6

Today i actually took a bunch of alcohol i feel nothing, ill just do it today - 6

People always to me and say itll get better - 6

Ill die today, im tired, i see no point anymore, i dont wanna try - 6

Actually i dont want to maie it to my birthday, i wanna pass now - 6

Ill go to hell paying my sins - 6

Dying is just easier, idc if im selfish - 6

Ive written my family notes before, but it seems cringe rereading it, id rather just one day disspear from them - 6

I dont know how ppl just die like that, i feel like i should leave something for my mom at least - 6

Yea I’ve decided to just end it in my bday, 18 years and im tired, there’s genuinely no hope, nor do i want there to be any - 6

I hate being mentally ill, im scared to tell the guy im talking to about it, no matter how many years pass ill never accept of it - 6

Stress can physically make u sick - 6

Yes purple - 6

I wanna die, i told my sister and she said i would be selfish - 6

Guys, do u think sucide is selfish? - 6

It is, nothing changes, ive tried everything and i still feel the same, or at most ill feel okay then a week or so later ill end up the same way - 6

Yea 18 is my limit - 6

I didnt even want to live to 18 but here i am - 6

Doing diffrent things wont change anything, ill still feel the same, nothing gets better, ppl just give false hope, i should have kms when i hd the chance - 6

I hate waking up theres nothing for me to do, i do the same things over and over again, nothing ever changes, everything is the same, if i tell ppl irl they just use it as a trauma competition or sum - 6