Never mind dying fucking hurts, my arm is bleeding now - 6

Today i actually took a bunch of alcohol i feel nothing, ill just do it today - 6

People always to me and say itll get better - 6

Ill die today, im tired, i see no point anymore, i dont wanna try - 6

Actually i dont want to maie it to my birthday, i wanna pass now - 6

Ill go to hell paying my sins - 6

Dying is just easier, idc if im selfish - 6

Ive written my family notes before, but it seems cringe rereading it, id rather just one day disspear from them - 6

I dont know how ppl just die like that, i feel like i should leave something for my mom at least - 6

Yea I’ve decided to just end it in my bday, 18 years and im tired, there’s genuinely no hope, nor do i want there to be any - 6