I'm tired of being beaten everyday

i hope everyone fucking dies

Should I tell all my friends to fuck off and leave me forever alone

I am a bad person

I want them to be hurt

I wish I was dead too

I wish my mother was dead

I want her to die

I want to be so alone

I want to be completely alone

I want to ghost my friends

I want to prove her right

She tells me I'd never make any friends or be able to do anything

She makes fun of anything I do

My dad thinks she is allowed to say whatever because she birthed me

my mother is a narcissist who tells me that she's ashamed i'm not dead