okay thank you

i just feel bad for my girlfriend i dont tell her about this cause i dont want to burden her

i was like "you deserve this piece of shit" and then i did it and i then i was like "dude whyd you do that stupid youre not that sad"

well i feel like im faking the self harm part cause like i still didnt feel like i deserved it fully

and me being sad

like self harming and stuff and my trauma and stuff

yo

is anyone there

i dont know atp

no like im asking am i faking it