HAVE YOU EVER PLAYED VENTSCAPE WITH YOUR LIFE ON THE LINE?!

never be vulnerable around people

yep pretty sure i just ruined my 4 year friendship with my only friend ever

because it feels like ive just become a husk

i dont blame him for thinking ive become uninteresting and lame

i dont know if i can even tell him

so much shit has happened to me that he doesn't know about

or necessity

is it out of pity atp

i dont even know why he bothers talking to me anymore

he's been my only friend since 2021 i dont want to lose what we have but i just don't know if we even have it anymore

but it's making me go insane not knowing what he really thinks of me and if he's actually gotten bored of me

i dont want him to mock me or throw me away if i say how i actually feel

idk what to do anymore

anyone?

sometimes i really do think hes telling the truth when he says ive fell off

because ive seen it happen before

but sometimes it feels like he just doesn't want to actually have mature and emotional conversations. like I can't tell him anything because i dont want him to think less of me or not take me serious

i think he's just gotten tired of me. i dont want to be thrown away because i really do like to be his friend and i dont know what id do if it ended like this

we've been being more rude and and arguing to each other more often, even if it's a joke i can feel that both of us actually mean some of the things we say

i dont know what to do

im scared that im going to lose pretty much my only friend now. i can feel things starting to unravel between us and its making me feel sick

who is cody dawg

wtf is this dude on abt

i could be stroking my shi rn and none of you would ever know

.

I'm sorry

im sorry

ill half listen

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🤫🧏‍♀️

luh calm fit

I HAVE RETURNED

wasn't flamingo exposed as a pred - maiL

fuck flamingo - maiL

Real - Soda

i think they left - Soda

wanna have esex - Soda

Flower? - Soda

they're like little monster toys i think - Soda