HAVE YOU EVER PLAYED VENTSCAPE WITH YOUR LIFE ON THE LINE?!

never be vulnerable around people

yep pretty sure i just ruined my 4 year friendship with my only friend ever

because it feels like ive just become a husk

i dont blame him for thinking ive become uninteresting and lame

i dont know if i can even tell him

so much shit has happened to me that he doesn't know about

or necessity

is it out of pity atp

i dont even know why he bothers talking to me anymore