i find that one boring

i wonder how is the adrenaline like when you almost take someone's life

but i wish i could have one person that i care about not be dishonest with me

i only came later i am not meant to know anything but i know all of it

or tell me what's really happening

so why would anybody be honest with me

i'm not the main one

but i'll never good enough answers because

i have too many questions to ask him

how many more times will he stay with the others until he forgets my love for him too